Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Blood Donation Day

It was an eventful day yesterday. Firstly went back to school to take my transcript in the morning. A lot of my friends took their graduation gowns yesterday too but I did not. WHY??? Am I not going for convocation? No... No... I am going for convocation but I am not going to spend money for the gown. I am to going to borrow it from my cousins who graduated last year. Ha... me very 'giam' hor... Anyway, for all my friends who went back to NTU yesterday: CONGRATS!!! We have finally gratuated and see you all at the convocation day :>

After collecting my transcript, I headed to HSA (Health Science Authority) with Wencheng. What for??? Ha Ha, to do a good deed, to donate blood. However my dear friend was not able to donate any of his blood because doctor forbids him from doing so due to his slight cough. Poor thing , he has to wait for me outside the room for 1/2 an hour. However, what the doctor did was right, he has to be strict. The blood is used to save a lot of lives and not to do harm to anyone. I was also surprised by the crowd who were there despite a weekday. Afterall, most Singaporeans are brave and do have a kind heart.

After the donation, I met up with Jeff at Esplanade area. Its really a nice place to chill out. I always like to go there when I feel down, because the sea or river there can calm me down. Has been feeling a bit complex ever since graduated. Have been thinking, thinking and thinking... But finally I have told myself not to think too much. The more I think, the more complex I become ha. I will just do my best to send out applications and attend interviews. So Lijun must jiayou, jiayou and jiayou!!!

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

On the road today...

Today is my third driving session, got out of the circuit and went on the road. Very very nervous, was holding on tight to the steering wheel. That was not correct!!! Hope to relax more when i got on the road the 2nd time hee. But me really pity the instructor who sit on my car, think his blood pressure should go up quite fast ha ha.

Went for an interview this afternoon too, go on well quite smoothly, at least better than last few times which i made a mess out of them ha. However, my friend who works in the company told me not to pin too high hope on it, because I don't have the honors classification that they want. Come on, think I just have to face the reality, academic qualification still plays an important part. *Sigh This is what Singapore is. Hope to find a job fast.

Human beings are indeed complicated. When we cannot get a job, we will feel stress because don't have income. However when we got a job, we got stress too due to the job and dealing with a whole lot of other human beings (OR are they MONSTERS???).

Monday, June 06, 2005

First time taking a ride on Mummy's car

This is the first time that I sit on Mummy's car. However my Mum told me that she had driven me before when I was small. Think I was too young then to remember anything.

It was an exciting ride, like a taking a roller coaster. She has not been driving for a long time, so she was very nervous, keeps braking and accelerating suddenly. She is driving on a normal road at a speed of 30km per hour, even slower than a bus.... thats funny. Opps, I shouldn't be so rude hee... cos me myself hasn't got a licence yet ha.... Maybe woman are more 'timid'??? ALL LADIES OUT THERE, no offence please :)

Anyway, it will be my first time driving a car tommorrow, very excited ha... Hope everything goes on well, and wont scared off the instructor hee...

Good Night

Saturday, June 04, 2005

LOST....

Have not been blogging for a few days liao... busy with work (part time)
Just got my results few days ago, only got one word to say.... DISAPPOINTMENT!!!
Maybe I have pinned too high hopes on my honors classification, or its really too competitive for my cohord to get a better result. Anyway everything is set and nothing can be changed now, so I just have to accept what it is and get on with life.

I have been adjusting myself to the outcoming results these few days, that may be why I'm a bit lost, suddenly don't know what I want.... Am I really suitable for a technical job??? Or should I go for a managerial and administration one??? Guess I should give myself more time to consider before jumping into any conclusion. Therefore I am still opened to any of these jobs.

Although there are disappointment, there is still something to celebrate about. That is, I have finally graduated, I am now a real and actual Degree Holder haha. There is a verse which state that graduation=unemployment, we shall see how true is that.... Hopefully its not too long for me and my friends who had just graduated.