Way Back Into Love

For those who have read dear's blog, should know that I have made a special appearance (like artist) ha... I read his blog, found that he is still quite unhappy over an incident, so decided to ask him out for a drink and made this special appearance. Its a nice place, a nice lounge too relax and chit chat, shall go with friends some day hee...

By the way, the title of the blog has nothing to do with my special appearance. My brother and god sister went to watched a movie called "Music and Lyrics". Then they keep talking about this song "Way Back Into Love". Simple but nice song. See Lyrics below.

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need `em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Ohhhhh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

[ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ]

What does she want me to do???!!!

Mummy was asking me why am I going office earlier nowadays, so I told her its because of work.
Then she ask why go so early, boss din give OT pay, boss also din increase pay...
Then I ask her what she wants me to do? Work cannot finish, so have to go back early to finish it mah. Does she understand my job scope? The work i did is not so operational like hers (doing packaging), cannot finish then cannot finish loh, its ok one. Moreover its a sense of responsibility mah. Then things pile up, then more stress...

I told her engineering field is like that one, some of my friends who are in this field experience the same thing as me. Then I told her I want to switch to teaching field, then she's not supportive also. WHAT DOES SHE WANT ME TO DO??? Arghh.... Me really very pek chek (plus a bit angry) now, so came in to grumble.

If I have a choice, I also don't want to work extra without pay. Who is willing to do that. I know that she is concern about me but can she just give me some support by not interfering what I am doing for work? Are all mothers the same???? Guess I will just have to bear with it than xi guan bah, afterall she's my mum.

Fling... What???

1st of March... its dear's bday today... but he still have to work because of an assignment, hope things go well for him :) celebrated his bday 2 days ago, went vivo eat and relax, enjoyed myself also...

Anyway tok about the "fling" thing with my bro just now... Seems like it has become a norm to have a fing rather than having a gf or bf. My bro defined a fling as someone like a bf or gf but only comes together when both have time, no need much commitment.... BUT seeing how my bro behave, feels that he and his fling behave more like a couple than me and dear ha... hee they seems to spend more time together than us ha... so funny...

I have no objection to the "fling" thing but feels that its something that people came up with to "bluff" yourself... However I will still get used to this kind of trend as my bro is in it too ha... xi guan jiu hao lah ha